Offically Over

Christmas that is. All of the decoration are down and packed up, just waiting on hubby to haul them into the attic. We had a very nice Christmas but I just can't believe it's another year and still no baby. When will I give up? At the ripe old age of 41 I need to give it up soon. I just can't let go of the idea that I was meant to be a mom. I really just can't. Yeah, I am a great aunt and a good wife and the bestest of friends (if I do say so myself) but I still feel like I am missing a part of my soul, like I am just not complete, unfinished somehow. But enough of that... time to be a big girl and move on. To what? That I am not to sure of but I am sure it will find me.