A little better...

OK- the last post was a total and complete pity party for myself. I am feeling a little better now. I spent a couple hours with Amie the other day and talked and cried and talked some more. She helped me get a little perspective that I just couldn't see. No, life is not fair and no, every one's life is not better or more fulfilled than mine. She is a problem solver like all of my closest friends (me too) but that day she just listened and didn't tell me what I needed to do or how I needed to feel. She just let me talk and gave me the space to say the things that I had not been able to say to anyone, not even myself. Thank you Amie.